It's  been a couple of months. I can say I'm taking baby steps...Anger and hurt is still in my heart. My guides and I are fighting  wwwIII. I'm hurt and angry at them...I want to know why me!? I didn't hurt anyone. just gave them lots of love. I listen and moved the way I was shown to.WHY ME!? Was to help the others in their life? As broken hearted I am I get to see the new life , him moving forward. My feet in cement. why does cindy gets hers. Heck you are my guide? right? fear brings on pain.pain can bring guilt to play. With guilt you have control. ...Any message from E]Rex? Can I ask him why pushed the realationship for so long? And WHY now....with the clean break your tell me less then 2 years he'll be back,,,Thanks for any hrlp. I can't talk to thrm

Hi Cin,,I am so sorry that things arent better for you yet. Maqua says--Taking love from guides and blaming them for plans that you made for this life, is wrong. Stay in a positive way, and know the guides are not doing this because they want to. they are following your plans.      Maqua

 

I know this is not an answer to your problems, but try to be happier, and dont compare your life to others. We are all on our path, and our experiences are all different.

Here are a few things that I have collected,,hope some will bring a smile to your face.

 

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Hi Cherry, I am not so sure that I make all happy,,but I try. It is hard sometimes to say harsh things to help. I hope that Maqua and I can say things to make life a little better for all. Thanks dear, you are a sweetie for saying this,,,always, Delois

I was in real pain but also on a prescription drug when I made my last post...sorry alotof pain came up. I didn't mean to upset Maqua. My life has been on a stand still. Breaking up with someone and he seems to be moving on is pain full, Lots of lessons being learned, Sorry about the anger. I just wish I knew that my life will move on and be ok....no very happy.

 

As I said....sorry...I take anibum to sleep....it sffects me in a strange way when I stay up to long.   Cindwa

Hi Hon, I am sorry that you are going through all this,,,and I know exactly what you are talking about, with him moving on. "ONE" of my experiences in life was, I left my husband, and had just got settled in a very small apartment, I had bought me an old cluncker for a car, and was really having it rough. He had bought him a new car, and was moving on too. Well, on a Saturday night at 3AM, the apartment complex that I was in, burned. I was so thankful to get out with only a few burns on my feet. I was at the apartment the next morning going through my burned stuff, seeing if there were a few thing that I may save,,well, guess who drove up,,he was in his new car, and had new clothes, and new fancy boots. He said well looks like you  are ok..I said yes, if this is what you call ok.. He went back to his fancy car, and drove off. That made me so mad, and determined to get on my feet, that I got me another apartment, and slowly got more things, and showed him. A few years later, he died with a heart attack,,I am still here.

PLEASE, dear one, do not compare your life to anyone, especially him. You be happy in YOUR world, and let him go his merry way. You make your life happy again, and let this make you stronger. I hope you can get off those horrible meds soon. We must walk through all our experiences in life, and come out on the other side of the experience as having learned, and grown in many ways.

You are in my thoughts and prayers,,,always,,Delois

Delois,

 

i wanted to thank you again for a place to vent but also you give us someone to touch with our guides. I'm taking babysteps with mine. The anger isn't there as much. I see others in my place. They turn to me and I take what I've learn and try to give them love and strenght. But also step back and listen and learn. What a huge lesson to learn in a lifetime. My giude Rex and I talk at times. I know when the time is right we'll move again in a more health life. I just hope it's soon. I'm ready but waiting. Tell Magua Thank you too. Cindwa

Hi Cindwa,,you are very welcome,,helping is the reason and purpose that we are here in this group. Sounds like you are making a bunch of progress,,and helping others, is also a great way that we learn. I love to get readings for people,,I always learn something else. Hang in there, nothing last forever, and know that your life will improve. Just learn with every step that you take. Hugs, Delois

Hi Sweety, yes, we have more that one guide,,,"usually" around 5 or 6.  Maqua tells me that the guides are the same as guarding angels,,,just a different title. They call themselves, spirit guides, because they are guiding our spirit. Next week, I will try to find time to get the name of your other guides. I am getting ready for company, and will have more time next week. Bless you on your spiritual journey,,Delois

Hi Sweety, sorry to take so long getting back to ya,,been very busy with guest, now trying to catch up with things. No, we do not do the kind of readings that you are wanting, I only do those at my home. They involve a very long discussion. I try to help here with the persons spiritual journey. Will get back with ya soon and try to have more info on your guides for ya.,,,love to you, Delois

Hi Sweety,,here are your guides----

          Colua----spirit guide of  knowledge

          Nate-----spirit guide of  love

          Timothy--spirit guide of healing

          Matthew-spirit guide of learning

Hope this helps you with your spiritual journey,,,,always, Delois and Maqua

Sweety, you are welcome,,hope it helps. As I said in message # 23, I only do readings at my home,,not here. Once in a while, one of the gals here gives readings, but this is their choice.  Sorry that I do not have an answer for you. Love an hugs, Delois