Before I start... I want to give all of you a brief background on how this all became.  It was a beautifully typical day that has since turned my world upside down, in every sense!..  I could feel my soul recognize something so beautiful that made me feel as if this life has rarely meant much without her company alongside mine.  Upon the very first sight of her presence, I knew..      and with that being said, I'll continue... 

 

In the early years of my childhood I have had a reoccuring dream that began to stop before early adolenscence..   It consisted of me running atop several buildings in the attempt of evading someone who I felt intended harm to me,  these are my most initial impressions as to how I felt.  At any rate..  it was a fairly cloudy night with a few stars showing through..  I also remember a nearly full moon, vaguely.  Also, I get the feeling that it was a cool; yet, humid summer night.  Anyways...  after jumping over 3-4 rooftops, I came to one that I could not cross.  It was at this point that I was shot multiple times in the back...  I remember the feelings of a piercing pain due to my wounds and then falling; succumbing to my own death..  soon thereafter, I would feel a blissful fall over the roof and ulitmately into my own demise....  this reminds me soo much of when I begin to conciously fall to sleep, which makes it even more pressing on my mind, even as of to date.

 

Now onto my current love's dream..      which she has experienced ever since childhood.  I'd like to remind you, this dream has fleeted me no earlier than the age of six.

 

Her dreams consists of walking along a European street, on the way to her parents house to pronounce a newly proclaimed engagement.  When at the stroke of a new hour her life ahead of her is spiralled into an unrelenting and undeniable pain and sense of desolation.  It is at this very moment that she recalls looking up after hearing an ear-deafing noise, that she bears witness to the murder of a man falling from a building..  The man's face and identity has yet to be revealed to her, despite a spell intended for making ones past life apparent.  *Note* She is a naturally gifted soul, simply put.

 

On a side note:  In the climax to her spell invoking her past life..  her dream continued to show that she was unwilling/ unable to cope with such a dramatic lose of a loved one that she decided to end her own life..

 

*Upon getting to know this girl/ "young woman" I have come to accept the degree of karma she undoubtedly carries within herself..   She's been emtionally and physically abused... raised in a family that I can not help but see as being fit to suite her karmatic needs, and.. well... has personally chosen many paths in life that seem "misguided" to me.   Although... in the same token, very understandable due to her current life's trials'...

 

 

I just figured I would share this odd occurence in my life...    and in hope for someone..  Anybody!  :)  to share whatever thoughts/ feelings this may have given them...       

 

I'd like to hear any thoughts this may have given you!

 

Thank you for listening..

`Josh