What a powerful message coming through, Pamela. I read it and wondered how Joseph in Egypt would have interpreted this dream. Remember that the Pharoah had his best trying to interpret his recurring dream? I am feeling parallels to that story, how Joseph was sold into Egypt as a slave so as to be the means to save many lives, not just his family who later traveled to Egypt during the great famine for wheat. This dream holds meaning about your mother's life. Unfortunately you do not tell us if your mother was single when she died or had been in a marriage/relationship with someone who abused her? She would have been 58 when she died and an age when a woman would not want to be alone. I am sensing a series of events that your mother wants you to understand. Perhaps she wants you to know that even though things were not the best when she died, she knows you love her and miss her. Let me break down this dream into parts... I am dreaming my Mom is with this guy who beats her up.And I am trying to get her out. A guy who beats your Mom up...still feeling she was abused even if you did not know this. In the dream you are trying to get her out and on a higher level you apparently understand this and she is trying to tell you how you can get her out. I am being stopped when I want to tell you more. I think moreso this is not the place to share these things. I normally work one on one with people so that other frequencies do not intersect clearing that is going on. I can say that she needs your help to release the energies locked in physical realm that keep her from moving on. And I am trying to get her out.I get ahold of her parents that think he is ok.And beg them to help me get her out.But Mom wants to stay.He tells her I am bad for her.And she like hates me.I am crying trying to get her to understand that I love her and want her safe. So here is a chance for you to do her release. Apparently you are the only one who realizes that there is a problem with your mother. At first your grandparents do not understand as you do. The question is this: Why would your Mom want to stay if he is beating her up?. Apparently the generational issues come through both her parent's lines of ancestry. It is a mystery why women prefer the 'bad boys', until you look further back in your family lines. These recurring issues are locked in the DNA in cell memory and may skip several generations til they manifest with you and your mother to be cleared. The next issue is that he has her convinced you are bad for her when you are actually trying to help her. She is unable to see how you love her, as her abuser has convinced her you are bad. I hope that these things do not repeat with you or any children you may have. Even though she is dead and you do not know the man who beats her, you can still help her clear these things so as to find true peace where she is. Then me and my grandparents are trying to get where she isWe end up at a fruit market eating peaches that Grandma always loved.Then we're looking at flowers.Then in this market they have old family pictures that me and Don are looking at while I am crying remembering the old time,Don is my brother.Then I wake up.Feeling sad.
So now you can begin searching back in your family lines to try to find her. It seems that there are records that your grandparents kept that will have clues to other family members who are tied-in with these issues? A fruit market...fruit symbolizes the completion of a growth cycle and harvest. It is significant that you were eating peaches as your grandmother loved them. I feel if you see the symbolism as a forever family, you will see how they are helping your own family and any posterity born to not suffer the same abuse. Flowers remind me of two things...life and death. Flowers grow to bring added beauty and comfort to our surroundings. Flowers are also a special comfort at the death of a loved one. Often a favorite flower of the deceased is displayed. The old family pictures would be this continuing bond you have with all family members, though deceased. The sadness? You obviously miss your family. You want to one day be together again and to know that there is more after death than this life. I feel when the time comes for your grandfather to pass, you again will feel saddened. It is like closure when all your family members pass and you are left alone here in this world. Yes...they are trying to tell you something. There is much more than the sadness and challenges of this life. Feel free to contact me if you need. I am not Joseph and I simply share impressions as they come to me. It is up to you to discern and take what you need. ~Malauna~ |