I was laying in bed last week, wide awake when I felt someone standing behind me. I turned to look and obviously didn't see anything. So I just chose to ignore it and rolled back over. I was lying on my right side and within minutes, it literally felt like someone was sitting on me. My chest got tight and I couldn't even move or lift my left arm no matter how hard I tried. I actually felt some sort of weight on me. I had a really bad feeling and I was starting to feel sick to my stomach. At this point, I had no idea if it was my imagination gone insane or if there was actually some sort of negative being sitting on me. I played it safe, tossed the white light of protection around my house and everyone in it like my Aunt always tells me to do, and I tried to get rid of whoever it was. I basically just kept telling them that they HAD to leave because I REFUSE to have negativity in my house and I didn't want them here. I asked my guides to please remove this person and eventually the feeling left and I could move. Then I heard a voice in the back of my head that said "Sorry. Sometimes these ones slip through." I THOUGHT it was over.

 

Now for the dream I had this same night. I was having a good dream..happy thoughts, I was talking to my daughter, she was trying to irritate me as she usually does. I suddenly got into a bad mood and told her to shut-up, she took it as a joke and kept talking. Out of nowhere, I grabbed her by the hair at the back of her head, pulled her backwards and got right in her face saying "I TOLD you to shut up!! Why don't you listen to me?!?! You STUPID little f#*@ all you do is yap yap yap and it NEVER ENDS!!" and I just kept going on. At some point, I was looking into her eyes and listening to myself thinking "What is going on?? What am I doing? I don't want to be doing this to her...why can't I stop??" and then my daughter quietly said "Mummy, please don't hurt me" and I found myself standing in front of myself and watching this. I saw my face completely change. My eyes got so cold and hateful and it looked like my face was transforming into something evil. It scared me because I knew it wasn't me and I had no control over what "I" was doing. I didn't know what to do, and I just stood there staring into this thing's eyes with so much fury for what it was doing to my daughter and in my mind, I just kept telling it to leave and never come back. I didn't actually talk because it just felt like I had much more force and ability to do it with my mind. Then it was like the dream rewinded in high speed and I woke up choking.

 

This is the first time anything like this has happened to me and I have no idea what to make of it. The one and only thing I can think of is that whoever tried to get to me earlier that night, couldn't do it so they decided to wait until I was asleep and get at me through my dreams. But why? And was there something they actually wanted? I'm baffled and any thoughts or ideas would be a great help since I just can't make sense of this.