My granma was diagnosd with lung cancer 2006, she was 81. She fought really hard for her life. She died on Nov 29,2007.

My mother and my granma never really gt along. (she was my dad'smother) ..Us kids groing up ....(I guess because of the arguing and fighting between her and my mother,) never were allowed to get close to her. Imean we never stayed away or anything but really never knew her like most people know there granmother's growing up.

 Instead my mother always gave us the impression that our granma never really cared for us kids. After we were older, we never would really saw her alot then either but on holidays she would come to my parents home and she really acted as if she cared for us, If we would see her out somwhere in public she would always run up to us and hug us and so on. Now mother always said that this was for show.

You never really think you doubt anything your mother tells you, so as a result, up until she died I always felt as if we really didn't mean anything to her.

 

Now when she was in the hospital on her death bed all of us kids came to the hospital, I myself stayed around the clock with my dad only leaving to go home for showers and take care of my kids etc.... I gusss I stayed for support for my dad, Well the night she did my dad made me go home, and althou I didn't want to, my dad insisted.  That night i dreamed of her.

And in my dream, I was talking to my granma, she was telling me that she loved all of us kids more then anything, She spoke of my birth, telling me how beautiful I was and how proud she was that I was her grand daughter. And She kept telling me to not be mad at my mother. ( which I thought was strange because my mother and I are pretty close) but she kept saying this over and over. She told  me good bye and I started to cry and told her to stay.

There was more to the dream but for some reason I can't remember alll of it.

But the phone ringing woke me up. It was my dad telling me she had just passed away.

 

My question is....Could the dream reallly have been my granma reassuring me that she indeed love us all, and when she kept saying not to be mad at mom was because of what she said to us kids about our granma not caring for us?. what do you all think?