Hi Dee. I lost my mom and dad already. I  believe they are happy on the otherside. I know its hard to go on when yah lose a loved one. I have lost many and it hurts bad. Time will help. You will never ever forget them, but believe me your heart will stop breaking one day. Hope someone can help you. Maybe get a reading from someone. Hugs Tina

As I read your post Dee, all I could feel was light and happiness around me.  It's like you're surrounded by love and it's him.  He's with you every day and I know you know this.  You're searching for answers that you already know dear.  He's given you signs but you haven't seen because of your heart feeling the sadness.  It's hard to feel love around you, when so much hurt is in your heart.  In the past what I've done is just asked for one thing - make it specific.  For example.  I had a friend pass away, but the night before they pulled the plug on his life support, I ran my fingers through his hair and held his hand.  I told him I just wanted to see life again - it hurt to see him go.  Before I went to bed, I got the call that they pulled the plug and he was gone.  So I spoke aloud and told him him that I wanted to see a sign to know that he was okay - that sign was very specific.  I told him to run his fingers through my hair like I did his or to hold my hand like I did his.  I swear to you, the next night, I was sleeping.  I woke up to someone running their fingers through my hair.  I tried to move but I couldn't.  When I finally had to ability to do so, it was like a flash of dust and sparkles in the air.  It was him and I knew it.  I smiled and cried at the same time because he gave me confirmation that he was okay. 

 

Try it.  I've done this many times and it's always happened.  It's got to be very specific because you don't want to have your imagination running before reality.  I promise he will come through.  It might not happen THAT night, but it will when you're not waiting for it.  Maybe even on a special day or time.  My friend came through at 4:22am.  April 22nd was his birthday.  That was my confirmation. He was only 24. 

 

May God bless you and as for you, love and light.