Although these people are not "missing", I can not find them.  My brother Kerry, my sister Amber and my mother Susan.   I was give up for adoption when I was almost 9.  I haven't seen them since I was 9 and I have only heard from them once, when I was 18, I will be 32 next month. My records have been lost and a caseworker, who believed her control of my life after 18 was the best thing for me, lost the fragile contact that I did have.  I feel my sister was on her way to college, but was side-tracked by pregnancy.  I feel my brother is a trouble maker.  I felt at one time that he was in a lot of trouble and I believed he may have been in jail.  I don't feel my mother anymore.  When I try I just feel calm.  Calm and my mother were never two words that fit in a sentence together.  Last I actually knew where they were was in Washington state.  One of my uncles died, that I am positive, but the rest is beyond me.  I would really like to find them.  It is time.