I'm sorry for sounding so down here but I've been having a really bad month.  The only thing good about it so far is that I have a job interview on Monday.  But even that I'm not getting too excited about because of the way that the rest of my life has been going as of late.  I guess my vent is that I'm tired of my life going down the drain and feeling helpless to stop it.  It seems that every single time that I start to get ahead, something or someone comes along and sets me back about 20 steps.  I'm at my wit's end and I really don't know how much more I can take.  I'm ready to commit myself because of the stress I'm under.  I need a vacation but because I'm financially strapped, I'm stuck working without even a possibility of time off.  I've been crying so much that I'm surprised that my eyes haven't completely dried up yet.  I do have a lot to be thankful for don't get me wrong there.  But I'm tired of my life crumbling away.  I've done so much to improve myself and my situation and like I said, just when I think that I am starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel, the tunnel gets longer.  Anyway, that's my vent, I think that I'm going to go and cry myself to sleep again like I have been for who knows how long now.  Thanks to everyone for listening and have a nice night, and I will try to too.

 

Dawningsun