My name is Ellie and I'm new here.
Just wanted to let you know that I feel so at home here. I really enjoy coming here. It is like a breath of fresh air to meet so may people who share the same beliefs
and insights into the Paranormal that I have had for most of my life. There is so much I need to learn, and hope no one minds if I ask for some guidance and help.
My life has had a lot of happy moments, but has also been filled with a lot of tough times, loss, and tragedy. Sometimes my faith waivers every now and then, but at the same time, I know that God is always there, and that everything happens for a reason. What I have never been able to understand is why I am always given a psychic warning when bad things are about to happen. Sometimes they come in dreams that are filled with symbols, are very real, and never forgotten.
Other times, I get a very strong feeling while awake. Finally, the premonitions come with both feelings and either something physical happens...like feeling freezing cold, or I hear a harsh loud knock. I've had experiences like this off and on since I was a small child, and they are very frightening. I can't stop anything...I'm just told by (?). These experiences have been so strong and correct that even my family listens and knows to heed whatever it is. I was a very young child when all of this started happening.
Also, there have been times when I have seen, or experienced the ghosts, or spirits, of dear ones who have passed. Like a cuckoo clock that was hanging on the wall in the diningroom of our old house. My Dad had recently passed and had hated that particular clock. Mom and I were both sitting in the livingroom, when that clock seemed to float off of the wall to the middle of the room and crashed down. There have been other experiences down through the years that could never be explained. Just happy that my Mom has been here for me (and still is) verifying some of the things I see or experience that cannot be explained.
To find others who believe in past lives is terrific too. I believe that is what everlasting life is...a set of learning experiences.
Again, I am here to get rid of my fears and learn how to use my gifts, rather than spending the rest of this life trying to stuff them.
Anyway, before I write a book, I wanted to thank you once again.
Ellie