bless your heart!!! My heart goes out to you and the fact that it is still so recent for you. The whole suicide issue brings up many other emotions that are unique for parents that have lost children that way, I am sure. We lost 2 of our sons in a car wreck. We were hit by a semi driver who fell asleep. Just know that there are many kind and caring people here on this site. Each who have experienced a deep loss. No story quite the same, but a love and compassion that goes out equally to each member here. God bless you and your family. You are in my prayers. Love Kelli

Tanya,

 

I always hate to welcome another member to this group because it means another parent has gone through the most horrible thing a parent can experience.

 

I echo Kelli's statement; you'll find lots of shoulders and compassion in our group.

 

I'm sorry for your loss, and pray that God is blessing you with peace and healing.

 

Nancy

Justin was diagnosed with adhd when he was 14 ..he was on meds...they also thought he may be bipolar but because of his age they could not properly diagnose it!he was happy...i don't know why ...there was no note...i thought he was happy!some people have theories on why he did it...they feel he was bullied alot...i don't know ...he never talked about it...i just wish he would have...

all i know is i will never know why and am thankful i had 15 wonderful years with him...i miss him but i will never forget him...i love him so much! there isn't a minute that goes by that i don't think of my angel!

 

My Heart aches for you I am so sorry for your loss I am also a mother of 3 boys I lost my son Benn in jan as well he was my oldest death of a child is like nothing one can explain all I know is if I could hug you Iwould my heart is with you .I did notice the picture where you and justin are he is wearing a t shirt with Canada on it I am from Vancouver.I also have a grandson his name is Justin I spent time with him last night he is 17 and he was also bulled in school he seems like the older he gets the less he talks.Love and Light to you andf your Family Whispy Susan

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yes i live in canada actually vancouver island! i have lost many people in my life but losing a child is the worst feeling ever...i wish this pain on noone!i feel like i lost a part of me..and i can't get it back..

thanks for the candle...it is beautiful!