I think the saturn saturn square is exact.........at this moment.any thought would be appreciated and many thanx with your time...

 

YES, it is exact right now, and NO, I don't think this is the time to leave or give up.  The Saturn square will be one of the very hardest, and with your situation, your daughter's sole caregiver, the hardships that Saturn in the 12th house brings to bear, I think you need a place to emit your frustration & emotions, whether it be a study group (like an Edgar CAyce Study group in your area, as they are everywhere.....in all the states & in various countries too), would be an excellent way to find the support you need.

 

Not that there are Astrologers there, but there is support for karma and life's circumstances, as well as having Meditation with a group, each week.

 

Or if not Cayce Study groups, then, perhaps another avenue, even the singing, on the part time basis, as a 'fun" means of expression, to lighten the burden for awhile until Saturn moves past the exact square.

 

Nothing about Saturn is easy, that's why it's called "Lord of Karma", because it brings to bear all the things we need in life, or in need of learning.

 

We always think there are no things such as it delivers we are in need of, (I know, been there , done that)........but it's true non the less.

 

To "go with the flow" then, as being a rock on the shore of a mighty stream, steadfast, buffered, while the stream finds it's shoreline, you can be the ROCK, that is secured, fastened during the turmoil around you.

 

Perhaps, this is the reason why things are hard at work, so you may overcome exactly the kind of frustration that a Cancer Moon & Pisces MC would experience by the actions of others?

 

To find and use FAITH that what happens to us, in this life, although it "seems" so unfair and so unhealthy at times, is actually for our inner growth.

 

Therefore, if it's a Study group, for Meditation with a group setting, or singing in the lounges part time, for recreational purposes, or even the comedy for recreation, just to help you keep your bearings, during this period in time, you can come out of it, not battered, but stronger for the stay.

 

Good luck Cynn, in whichever way you choose.

 

CLM.