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| | From:  Ginaz_1 (Original Message) | Sent: 8/5/2003 5:43 AM |
Hello there my guardian angle. How are you this evening? I am missing you soooo much. I really wish we were still on this journey together. I am up to 30 pounds gone and I vow to you to make it to my goal this time. As much as I would love to be in your arms again, I am not ready to leave my boys any time soon. I know you are watching over us and taking good care of us all. I am having a great time with your board friends. They miss you to. You had so many wonderful things to say on the I village board. I wish you were here to see the new board. You would love it. Zoo and Cee are doing a great job. TJ and Nate miss you too. TJ is following the points system with me. We need to get him to a healthy goal. Help me out here Mom. I need help to help him. I don't know what to do. Well I think that is it for now. I will see you in my Dreams. I Love You- Gina  |
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| | | From: Ginaz_1 | Sent: 9/3/2003 4:32 AM |
Hi Mom, I am thinking about you alot again. Can you see me? Do you hear me when I talk to you? All these things to think about now. Sometimes I still think you are comming back. Dad misses you soooo much. I hate to see him hurting. It is the hardest part I think. I am still working on my weight. Down 32 pounds now. I am shooting for a goal weight by my 36 Birthday. Hopefully this will be young enought to still have time with my boys to run, jump and play. I climed Mt Baldy 3 times this year. That made me sooooo proud of myself. Maybe next year I will make it up the front again LOL. And run not walk down. LOL Man Michigan was ruff. I felt you everywhere. I rememberd my childhood and all the fun we had there. Why did you have to go? It is so not fair. And what am I going to do to help TJ? I really need to help him. Help me Mom!!!! Give me the strenght to get him healthy. I LOVE YOU!!! Gina |
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| | | From: Ginaz_1 | Sent: 9/9/2003 1:16 AM |
Hi mom. Thinking of you. I have lost 37 pounds now. I know you said I could do it. I am doing it now. I wish I could talk to you. I wish you could answer me. I miss you. TJ started karate today. Did you see how cute he is? He misses you sooo much. I need a sign from you. Talk to me. Signal me. Please. I miss you. I have not even had a dream about you in awhile. I love you. Gina |
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| | | From: Ginaz_1 | Sent: 9/15/2003 5:50 PM |
Hi Mom- Checkin in. I have this cold that I can't shake. I am tired all the time and light headed. Feeling down in the dumps today. Work stinks and now they fired, well and arrested one of my co workers for stealing from the company. It is going to be a nasty day. The boys are good. I know you can see that. TJ loves school this year. Nate is a pain in the butt. I love him LOL. Still no signs from you. I miss you soooooooo much. I know you know how I feel since you lost gram. It is sooo hard. There are so many times I have wanted to call you to tell you somthing or ask you a question and then I remember I can't so I talk to you in my head. I just wish you could answer me sometimes. I love you. I miss you. I need you. Gina |
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| | | From: Ginaz_1 | Sent: 9/18/2003 5:24 PM |
Mom- Thinking about you lots. Want you here with me. It is so hard without you. I love you. Miss you very, very much.  So sad lately. Something great needs to happen soon to chear me up. Love you- Gina |
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| | | From: Ginaz_1 | Sent: 10/13/2003 6:09 AM |
Hi Mom! Miss you soo much. I still think about you all the time. I am starting a new plan tomorrow. Cee is helping me. I think this is going to work. WW was working but I have hit a wall. I am going to shake things up. Send some support down to me. I need your strenght right now. I need to get healthy. It will work. I can do it. I wish I could pick up the phone and talk to you right now. It is hard not to have a Mom to talk to. I miss that the most. You were my shoulder. My Rock..... I do still feel you deep in my heart. I know you are there pushing me and holding me up when I think I might fall. You're the best. Love you Mom. Gina |
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| | | From: Ginak_1 | Sent: 11/13/2003 5:18 PM |
Hi Mom, It had been about a month since I last wrote you on the board. I think of you every day. I saw Brother Bear Tuesday....good movie. It made me think of you. Some songs, movies, TV shows are like gifts from heaven. This movie is a great gift and I know you love and miss me as much as I do you. The Holidays are coming and going to be hard. Please give me strenght to make it through. Dad is taking us all to Disney World. I wish you were coming. I know you will be there in "spirt" Just not the same ya know. Well. Until next journal. I miss you, I love you. Say Hi to Gram and Grandpa Fry and Grandpa Z. Give Timmy a hug. Love you all. Gina |
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| | | From: Ginak_1 | Sent: 12/10/2003 2:17 AM |
Another Month goes by. I can not believe you will be gone 9 months on Christmas. It seems like yesterday. I still have those days when I believe it never happened and that I can just pick up the phone and call you. I read a whole book... LOL called the 5 people you met in heaven. Or something close to that. Man once again a gift from heaven. I loved it and all I could think about was you. There is a part where the main charactor is talking to his wife that passe befor him and she says something like " I know you still love me, our love was so strong I could feel it even here." Man that makes me think. I know even more every day that you are with me and it give me strength. Now if I could just stick back to plan. I am not gaining but also not loosing and I need to. I will get it back. You will help me. TJ's Dr. Appointment is Monday. Please give us good news and help us to help him. I love you- Gina |
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| | | From: Ginak_1 | Sent: 12/27/2003 2:22 AM |
Merry Christmas Mom. I know it is a day late but I also know you know you were missed yesterday. It was a very hard day. You loved Christmas soooo much. I missed you, Uncle Bob missed you, Lee Anne missed you and I think Dad missed you most of all. I saw a tear in his eye for the first time EVER. It was the hardest thing I ever had to see. I can deal with my pain and missing you,but it is so hard to watch Dad. I want him to feel better. I want him to know how much I love him and that he can come to me anytime he is lonely. What can I do to help him Mom? I would love to move into a big house and have him come live with me. I know he does not need me to take care of him but I want to keep him company. I don't want him to be lonely anymore. He misses you soo much. Please help him. I wished and asked Santa to bring you back to us. I know that cannot happen. I love you. Don't worry I am getting back on my plan. and TJ will be fine, we are working on him. Keep him healthy for me OK? Love you Mom. Gina |
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| | | From: Ginak_1 | Sent: 1/12/2004 2:59 AM |
Hi Mom it's me. O man, I have been missing you. I am going good on plan. I hope to weight in 10 pounds gone this week. That would make my day. TJ goes back to the Dr. Tuesday. Give us good news please!!! I am hoping he loosed by then but every time he gets on the home scale he seems to be up. 2 more pounds last I checked. Ask God to help him and make these medicines work. I love you and miss you. Gina |
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| | | From: Ginak_1 | Sent: 1/20/2004 5:10 PM |
It's working Mom. The Meds are working. TJ lost 3.5 pounds this week. I am so happy. I wish you were here to tell me it is all going to be fine. I miss you. I love you. Gina |
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| | | From: Ginak_1 | Sent: 4/23/2004 4:50 PM |
Hi Mom- You have been gone for over a year now and I have not written in a while. I miss you so much. The days are getting easier and I feel your love more and more. I know you send me your love every day. TJ is doing so good. Down 21.5 pounds now. You would be so happy and I know you are. I just wish you were here to tell me. I am down 10 pounds so far on Seattle Sutten. I am working on it and reducing my calories next week. 1200 from them and 400-500 that I will add throughout the day. I miss you and I love you very much. Tell Grandma and both Grandpa's Hi and I love them and give Timmy a kiss for me. Love you Gina |
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| | | From: Ginak_1 | Sent: 9/30/2005 7:31 PM |
Hi Mom- I have not been around in a while. Ever since I lost Joshua I have been eating everything in sight. I now have decided that enough is enough again LOL. I have started a Biggest loser competition with my friends and it is going great. I am on day 5 and down 3.5 pounds. I still want another baby so I am pushing to get down so I can get pregnant again. I miss you soooooo much. Please watch over me and push me to get to a healthy life. Also watch over TJ. He is not doing well on the weight side. They are messing with his medication and he is gaining like crazy. I love you- Gina |
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