Man, I already feel a bad mood creeping in. When I got Timmy to sleep last night, I fell asleep too. Problem was, it was only 8:15! Also, someone came to my door. They rang my doorbell 3 times (no knocking, I dont' think.) So, I'm curious to know who it was but would think if they truly knew us, they would know NOT to ring the doorbell at that time because of sleeping kids. I woke up around 9:30 cause I swore I heard dh come in earlier and thought he was talking on the phone so I got a bit miffed because he had been at a meeting and I wanted to know how it went so I thought he'd come up and talk to me! I got downstairs and he wasn't home so I must have dreamt it! I called him around 10 and he was still at Williams... he brought me home my most favourite dessert (choc. mousse cake that has cheesecake chunks in it.)

 

So, we chatted cause he's starting another side business. It's basically selling Amway. He'll have a website so if anyone is interested?! lol He's going under this lady at work who is an awesome person, goes to our church and she's helped us a lot, relationship wise, Andrew with work, etc. They talked A LOT about work stuff. It looks like she won't be sticking around too much longer as she's stressed to the max and they are complete jerks. Andrew knows he's in the bad books. Sooo, I'm stressed now, thinking any little mess-up Andrew does, he'll be let go. Looks like it's time for him to look for a job again :( He looked at the gov't site and there's a few possibilities making WAY more (and it's a gov't job!!!) but it's commuting to Toronto :( And, the amount of people that apply is crazy so he'd have a very slim chance :(

 

So, today, I"m freaked out. I'm starting to wonder, why did I buy this, why did I buy that? What can I sell? How can we buy Christmas gifts without spending a fortune? See, this is what being off Effexor does to me! I didn't have many freak outs while on it, even when I was facing being a single mom... strange. But, now that I have it in my head that Andrew could be let go at any second (and really, I think it would be a good thing cause the people there are complete jerks. One person walks around, making sure people are there at 9... they also will keep spreadsheets on people, marking down the time they came in. One girl who was close to being fired (but quit before they could fire her) had a spreadsheet on her. The thing is, they only marked down her start time, they failed to mark down that she left at 6 daily... Kathy is fairly high up and sadly knows a lot about things like that. She was also told she will never make more than a standard raise, despite her being the best thing to happen to that company. She was also told she can NOT be a leader and be friendly with people and that's why she won't make it far in the company. Jerks, eh?)

 

Ok, I've got kids calling me. Oh yeah, I didn't get to sleep til after 12. Man, it's going to be a long day!!