Coming to terms
For years I felt such pity
For years I had no pride
For years I felt so dirty
Unloved so deep inside
Then I knew no beauty
Then I knew no hope
Then I had no answers
How was I going to cope
The years of feeling no love
The years of seeing frowns
The fear of being so alone
Tas showing in the pounds
Now its time to fight the fears
Now its time to regain hope
Now its time to find the answers
To learn how I will cope
I found I still love dancing
I found I still love smile
I found I have the answers
I've had them for a while
My confidence is growing
My confidence is near
My heart is growing stronger
With time less and less fear
I may someday be Happy
I may someday be strong
I may someday have reason
To hear life's loving song
For now I need to be strong
For now I can't feel fear
For now I will grow stronger
With each upcoming year