I wonder............

What if I hadn’t taken that road?

What if I had walked instead of ran?

What if I had said no instead of yes?

What would my life be like? Would I be happy? Would I be a better person?

So full of doubts..........

About how I turned out.

I am my own person now, but why couldn’t I have found me way back when? Things would be different.

I wonder.........

would things also be the same? Would I still laugh at the same things or would I smirk at the thought? Could I still feel the same pains or would I be cold and unfeeling?

I wonder ...........

if we ever really learn to love ourselves. Sure we all say we do but, there is always doubt.

I wonder............

If people knew my pain, knew my disappointment.....would they still like me, still laugh with me, still crave my friendship?

I wonder..........

Kimm Sept 9, 2001