hello,

i'm totally new to this but i am really starting to loose my mind. i have been dealing with RSD or the effects of, for about a year now and i am only just now starting to realize the gravity of this disease. i am loosing my friends either because of my temper or because they just can't handle seeing me in this much pain. I have lost my life and now i'm loosing my mind. I can't remember one day to the next because of dealing with the pain, i don't sleep any more and i am almost constantly nauseated so i've lost about 40lbs since march. other then a gun or an incredible amount of pain killers does any one have any suggestions?