Hi Shawn,

 Thanks for your concern, I appreciate that. O have had RSD for 9 years now, finding out I had cancer on the 11th of this month scares me...RSD never did that, its just made me miserable and took away my life as I once knew it. Im still not sure what or if I do anything, I havent decide if I want to fight the cancer or let it finish me....I am so tired and really need a break, yes! Im depressed ... Just really not sure where to go from here, I dont know if I have any fight left in me but when it really comes right down to it I may let the Drs do their thing. I already know that I will loose the right kidney and adrenal gland, dont know if I will have to do any chemo or radiation treatments yet, I have some more tests and an MRI they want to do before surgery. Hopefully is hasnt spread to the lung but I can feel pain from the bottom of my right lung when I breath now..

"...gloom despair and agony one me, deep dark depression excessive misery If it werent for bad luck Id have no luck at all...gloom despair and agony on me!. "  Any body remember that? Can anybody tell me where that phrase comes from? You get the golden oldie award if you do...you will get a big he ha!