Hello Daggi 122,
Believe it or not I have been thru almost exactly what you are going thru now, if you are under 50 years old SSD will always deny you unless you show up in court with your legs and arms missing :). If this was your first round with SSD, you will win your second when it goes to court.
I uses to count leaves on the plants in my house to keep my mind off of the pain, I did lots of things like that. Being behind on bills is stressing you out and I know that makes RSD hurt worse...Just breath deep Daggi, close your eyes and just take a vacation in your mind. Things always get worse before they get better and I know things will eventually look up for you as it did for me...and it took 5 years for me to get settled in with this disease. Never give up, just take a break. Write me any time, I have almost 9 years experiance now with RSD and I am still doing it
Frank