Sweety,, I know that you should be able too change lawyers anytime.. I do wonder if you are in usa. So I cannot say for sure. There should be some chronic pain groups around. If not get hold of me.. I will send you information about pain groups so that you can decide what n when you  need. Get hold of me dear one.. talks soon   hand tite. Do not give up,,,, Quitters do not win..  ,,, So keep on,, we have too even with our futures soo insecure. The children are the important ones rite now as well yourself.. Not one more than other. Equally importance there dear one. I know it is really hard one. WE will make it together. We are one ride that is  going for hell n back it  seems. So we just hang on tighter.  HUGZZZZZZZZ dear one