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| | | From: minalie (Original Message) | Sent: 1/23/2001 3:45 PM |
Hi Everyone,
I had this dream last night. I think it is important and so I want to share it. I need insight with these things. I haven't yet scooted on down to the book store..hehe. It's pretty long so if you are short on time..I understand.
I am in a schoool. I sit in class with many others. I recall coming here everyday. One amazing thing is that the teacher always remembers our birthdays and other such things. I am amazed. Out of the blue we are told that there are bad folks coming.The pregnant woman is told to leave and hide herself. I stay..my daughter is hidden. I pray she makes no noise. I lay on the ground as though dead..I do not have the time to hide. They come into the room and they see me..all is well. They check out anouther room. I don't wish to stay and risk getting my daughter or I getting caught. I take my daughter and go under the school...many tunnels and old leaky pipes..like a furnished sewer. The pregenant woman is there. We stay there a while. Someone comes, we say we are hungry. We say we have been there a week. We finally leave in search of food. We find ourselves in my Grandma's old neigborhood. (I used to live there too.) We look around. I'm not sure exactly when but two wolves show up. One attackes me, bites me. Someone wants to save me and kill him. I say no. I think I manage to put the wolves in a garbage or a hole..so they won't attack me any more. We decide to go into someone's house..to steal food. We snoop around the cupboards. Then the person comes home. We try to explain. It is the teacher from school, she is a little upset but feeds us anyways. In her cupboards I see that she has her desk blotter from school. It is clear plastic with many photos and things written. I remember that she always remembers all our birthdays and such when we walk into class..I know now why..they are on her clear plastic blotter.
Later I am at my mother's house. I decide to go in the basement and look for secret passages. I have done this before, I think to myself, and I often find a passage. (I have done this often in dreams) My mom and sister say no. I say yes and do it in secret. I go into the closet and begin to peel off a section of the wall. I squeeze through and replace the section of wall. I do this in the next room too. I go through many rooms of junk until I get to the end. I remember that I saw a crow with me while I was going through the sections. He was by my side. By that time my mom and sis have found me out. I didn't find exactly what I wanted (usually the passage leads to other places) but the room if full of old precious antiques. They are new, made of wood and not yet assembled. There are many old things that belonged to the other who lived there...some of them were our old things. I saw a technological gadget that did something that was beyond my comprehension. I thought it was cool. Lots of old stuff that had been hidden away. Much of the antiques are for children. I thought it would be nice for my daughter to play with them. Then I woke up.
Back to real life now. I was talking last weekend with my family about this site..mostly about totem animals. They then pour forth their dreams and life experiences with things that scared them or struck them as odd. My aunt who dreams of a tiger on the other side of a glass wall that has human eyes. My young cousin who almost nightly gets dreams of wolves and actually sees the dead in real life. My sister who could choose from a box of animal cards and choose what she would dream. Many times it would come true. My aunt's fight with the devil. My mother's dream of a mutated cat that kills all other animals with sex. Presences unseen moving about our houses and breaking things..and so forth. (They follow us!!) I remember that most of my family said they were intrigued speaking about this stuff but scared too. They wish they had never seen. I said to take the bad with the good. All my family on my mother's side has these experiences..some more than others. My aunt has a full circle in the middle of her pinky finger print..she was told this was passed down to her.
Was my dream caused by this conversation? Or is my dream a premonition? Lately I have had the feeling that it is important for me to discover spirituality....is that my answer? I am the only one that is no longer too scared to go forward and do it instead of talk about it. I must admit..I used to be terrified. I still am a little. The thing is...I know that we need to know how to use these things that happen in a good way..we need to know what they mean not to be afraid anymore. (sometimes we laugh that we are witches)
Some of us saw the same psychic..at different times. The first one to go see her was told that all of us are connected and the psychic had a hard time telling us apart. She said we were too close. She also said some of us had many spirits or one big one protecting us. She mixed up eachother's "futures and pasts". She said we all have "abilities" that we haven't discovered yet. Some of us have "old souls". She said some of us can heal (the women). We believed her but at the same time continued to live as we always have. I was told I was going to go on a spiritual journey in two years. That time has come and gone...could my time be now? Am I the one who has to show them that's it's okay? How can I teach them when I don't even know how myself? I sure hope I'm not nuts.
Thanks for your time and I welcome any help I can get, I am a little lost with all of this,
Minalie (L |
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| | | From: minalie | Sent: 1/23/2001 4:44 PM |
P.S. As a kid I often got ear infections, tonsilitis..almost all the time. I used to dream alot then..what I call my "special dreams". As a teenager I started dreaming again. I got really bad neck pains. Now, ever since I've been reading about spirituality..coming to the chats, remembering my dreams....my neck (the sides below my ears) and ears hurt. I get headaches more too. I went to a doctor..she said there is no infection. Is there a connection..or is it because I've been spending alot of time on my computer? It's really beginning to annoy me. It's getting pretty bad..I am wondering if I have a serious illness or if it could be because of what I've been thinking about lately. (If I lay still in hot water for a long time with only my mouth and nose sticking out..I usually feel better, no matter how or why I feel bad) Unfortunately..swimming gave me ear infections before.
The psychic I saw once told me that I could heal and it had to do with ears..deaf people maybe. I believed her but I have no knowledge of how to heal. I just chalked it up to a simple error. She said she wasn't as good as she used to be. She was able to look inside my body and know that I have had trouble with my ears and tonsils.
If it is for spiritual reasons that I have these pains lately...how can I make them better? I can't see my family doctor until the end of Febuary. It's a long time to wait. Am I making a connection that isn't there for hope that I am not actually physically ill?
Thank-you again so much,
Minalie : |
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