New Year best wishes to you, Emma, sounds like we both had a not too cheery time of it recently,
(I've just eaten my first small meal since Christmas day and spent most of last seven days in bed but for the occasional hour up here and there)....but,
this is another of your occasional telling writes and I am so glad when you do these deeper pieces, as we all have our ghosts, our perceived deficiences....
and we all have different yardsticks with which to either measure the pains or to deal with them.
Here, you write as a fighter, a survivor...like how you worded this 'self' evaluation, and...glad to have you back, luv, Zy x