Yesterday, I ran a stop sign, and almost hit another car. Scary part~ I Wanted to hit the car. It was raining, roads were a little slick, and I drove 60mph almost hoping I would slide off and wreck. I had some papers to deliver to my pschyistrist or I would have gone back home. I made it ok, tho. I fought the urge to hurt myself.
I'm on the down side of my bi polar, and I know it'll pass. I just have to be strong for a few days. Can't take anything for it, because my liver is messed up. Can't talk to a therapist 'cause they would want to put me in the hospital. Been there, done that, don't want to do it again.
Been really down today, not sleeping good, up most of the night with flash backs, and such. This too, shall pass.
Hubby will be gone this weekend fishing. For me, that's a good thing when I'm like this. Just being alone, so I can just be depressed, will help get it out of my system.
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