7/6/2008
dear diary
today was a good day i went to see my patners dad and mum we had a BBQ and the weather was good too. my kids came to bradley and alisha they had such a wonderful time.
I always get a little scared before i go anywhere just think its a trust thing i guess so im so proud of myself to have some trust and to have had a lovely day with my family. i jsut want to be myself and people to love me for me..
now im at home in my pjs chilling going to watch some tv in abit then get an early night i think but i always say that lol..
looks like the boys are having the tv tonight as football is on so im upstairs going to watch a dvd i think called wedding daze, i love this film as it was the frist ever film a saw with my panter (on our first date) awww sweet..
anyway diary im going to go for now.
hugs leanne