ok wat do i right here well most of the stuff been coming out ok in general guess this is me 2rant and rave nothing much really got stuff sorted out wit bank 4now will c how things go at end of mnth when i get paid like every1..last couple of days havent been 2bad been out of house at my partner's nieces so been ok went down last nitemood was quite low but watched couple of dvd's the new hancock film was so so so funny so that helped cheered me up but luc u still had s/h in ur head!!!!!!stupidly but then ur mood picked up again when we got home u cut an cut an cut(am ok not deep) but y cause u was feeling happy u fucking cut duh u stupid bitch reason u gave urself was 2c if u was in a dream or 2let urself know ya was ok!!!!!!how pathetic does that sound very but it just took no thought and seemed right 2do but u better not let urself go back down that road i'm a weird shit lol argh.........anyway fridays here last day off then u go back 2shitty work 2morrow yikes its gonna b a tough day with new girls on so ur gonna have 2b the fun girl an bit ur tongue...ur back is sore (lower back and sides) hopefully it'll pass mayb cause usual is due thats y, but mood not so bad its down but manageable an ur just tired but ur dressed u've been out u could sleep but u promised 2go c these new dogs so u can lye down when u get back then get sorted 4 work and up b4 6 in the morning yuck lol...........

 

no letter from nutty team so next week should hear 4 deffo...anywan gawd could sleep feel drained.....so bye 4 now luc mayb check in soon...............