ok havent been in here 4 a while yeah generally have been ok, not 2day had feeling of being dirty and disgusting and just general yuck of being in my body, wanting 2 s/h but that solves nothing is this cause my sickline up fri coming am i just doing this so i can give myself an excuse not 2go back???????????????????????????mayb im doing all this 4 attention i wanted something 2 give an excuse 4 me being a humpy bitch?????and wanting 2sleep all time and not liking my job its all an excuse mayb its all in my head my mother didnt call me slut 4 causing nightmare on family my brother didnt abuse me or rape me thats just like a wee film roll i seen on tv thats y im making myself worse i wasnt his special sisteer and he protected me and wass like his prostitute cause i got sweets, fuck who am i kidding been here b4 yeah it is true oh louise wat stupid shit r u thinking bout c hate me that bringing all this crap up again..............sorry lou |