| hi been up and down this last couple weeks hasn't it!!! got all prepared then f'ing shrink canceled...so u had ur xray done and now just wait on results of both but not bothered cough now settling lol typical....next week ya will b busy, shrink tuesday yuck, work meeting wednesday then social worker on thursday....weel that should b fun...not in a mood too be bothered bout working on me at the minute as i try an try and no1 elses (professionals seem to give a shit) my efforts are not strong enough on their own so why keep killing yourself and trying, until someone can give me tools to help keep my fight up...today how u feel? bit weird, not really all hear, bit of a daze yes sore also but sure tablets will help that...just fed up want to sleep and yeah that dnt help but all feel up too and just cant b bothered doing anything...so u have busy time coming up as u have too go to parents again in two weeks help sister pick wedding dress, so i'll b tortured with my mum and sister.....its just working hard on urself and getting NOWHERE....wait and wait and wait, too tired and sore to keep trying at the minute, feelings will pass yes but im not bothered either way..... F**K it all at minute i'm trying and no1 caring too bust their ass, or oblivious to wat u r trying too do........but sure s**t happens, that's life.......... |
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