ok i now how bad this is going to sound but i cant fuckin take it anymore!!!!
my mother and i are at war and i swear if she doesnt get me first i will kill her.
im sick and tired of being on the recieving end of her mood swings her anger and her derogatory comments about me and about my mothering skills. who the HELL does she think she is?????? she is "fed up with this shit, fed up with HER gob" well im fucking fed up having someone for a mother who hasnt ever done anything to be called a MOTHER she hurt me. she beat me she stabbed me she hit my head off walls, off my bunk beds, she threw me across the room because i used to say "toat" instead of coat when i was younger, she had multiple partners each as bad as the first and didnt care what effect it had on any of us..the beatings...the drinking.. she told everyone in my family i was a liar because she cant face the truth.. i WAS abused sexually, physically and mentally and it is HER fault. she is MY mother she is SUPPOSED to protect me... instead she added to it and worse excused the beatings from my step fathers because i deserve them#
and IM the BAD mother??????????????????????? holy shit what the fuck planet are you fucking living on???????????????? i protect MY daughter i feed her i bath her i comfort her i play with her i do it all WITHOUT a father for her but I DO IT. and she STILL interferes and takes over. she is MY DAUGHTER and YOU are NOT fucking her up like you did me.
oh my god i am so losing the plot!!!!!!!!!!!!!