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From: MSN NicknameLoopy_Lou1983  (Original Message)Sent: 12/16/2008 9:22 AM
ok i now how bad this is going to sound but i cant fuckin take it anymore!!!!
my mother and i are at war and i swear if she doesnt get me first i will kill her.
im sick and tired of being on the recieving end of her mood swings her anger and her derogatory comments about me and about my mothering skills. who the HELL does she think she is?????? she is "fed up with this shit, fed up with HER gob" well im fucking fed up having someone for a mother who hasnt ever done anything to be called a MOTHER she hurt me. she beat me she stabbed me she hit my head off walls, off my bunk beds, she threw me across the room because i used to say "toat" instead of coat when i was younger, she had multiple partners each as bad as the first and didnt care what effect it had on any of us..the beatings...the drinking.. she told everyone in my family i was a liar because she cant face the truth.. i WAS abused sexually, physically and mentally and it is HER fault. she is MY mother she is SUPPOSED to protect me... instead she added to it and worse excused the beatings from my step fathers because i deserve them#
and IM the BAD mother??????????????????????? holy shit what the fuck planet are you fucking living on???????????????? i protect MY daughter i feed her i bath her i comfort her i play with her i do it all WITHOUT a father for her but I DO IT. and she STILL interferes and takes over. she is MY DAUGHTER and YOU are NOT  fucking her up like you did me.
oh my god i am so losing the plot!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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From: MSN Nicknamechriss-71Sent: 12/16/2008 3:59 PM
o blumming heck lou....this is terible hunni....your still suffering the torture you have all your life at the hands of this woman and NO you must not let kianna go through any of this and i know you dont want this for her...i feer your mums insureaties at being a mother means shes like trying to make up for it by taking over with kianna....this has to stop lou..you are her mummy and a bim good one at that..all you want is the best for your little girl...i know youvespkbut it before but what is your housing sttuation?? you live with your mum dont you!!!..it real is tto stand on your own 2 feet lou and prove  you can and will so it!! what have you done about this ..sorry lou i cant remeber what you sad before, hang in there lou we wll help all we can xx