Wondering Why?
So Much pain and emotion, going through my mind,
Wishing I had thoughts of a different kind!
Not sure what to think, or how to feel,
Just want my thoughts on an even keel.
Why did they do all those things to me?
Beat me and raped me, Why couldn't they see?
Surely they saw the pain that they caused?
Or did they expect my life to be paused?
Put things on hold, don't feel the pain,
My life will never, be the same again.
Because I can't block, and I can't ignore,
The thoughts and the feelings, I've felt before.
Trying to deal with just what went on,
To me as a child, and when I was young.
Dealing with thoughts, that make me want to cry.
As I sit here alone, wondering why?
By Kathy