this is soo hard for me katee , for it,s something i can truly empathise with, starting a diary might help, ( see on mail board diaries ) but love tell as little or much as you want in........your time...... we have a saying here in our family "baby steps" as you get to know and trust us truly it will get easier, add me to messenger if you like i,m [email protected] love and hugs rusty |