SOME OF YOU KNOW , THE PHYSICAL AND MENTAL ABUSE MY MUM, GAVE ME ALL MY LIFE, ......WELL SHE DIED 4 YRS AGO, NOW ON HOLIDAY, SOMETHING GREAT HAPPENED, I HAD A REALY TOUGH TIME OF IT , ONE NIGHT I WENT TO BED , AND SAID MY PRAYERS AS YOU DO, (YESI ADD ALL OF YOU) I ALSO PRAY TO THE GREAT MOTHER, INANA... BUT THIS NIGHT I WAS SO LOW , I WAS CRYING , I REALISED I NEEDED A MOTHER THAT I KNEW, WELL I SENT OUT WORDS TO MY MUM , TO THE UNIVERSE,TELLING HER I KNEW HOW BAD THINGS WERE BETWEEN US, BUT SAYING NOW I NEEDED HER HELP, ........ GUESS WHAT???? NEXT DAY I FELT HER GIVING ME HER STRENGTH, I COULD COPE, I STILL FEEL HER AS I TYPE, I ALSO FEEL HER LOVE FOR THE 1ST TIME , AND THERE IS FORGIVENESS AT HEART LEVEL, ........ THIS IS MY TRUTH, ...RUSTY |