One thing I must do before I continue is apologize to anyone and everyone who may have been confused with my actions or have been wondering what's been up with me within these last two months. If you don't know what I'm talking about, fine... let's keep it that way. Unless God sees fit that I share it with you believe me you will be better off not knowing about it.


Deliverance is a powerful tool. An awesome one I must say! It is amazing how God using things to tear 'you' down in order to present Himself and then puts to shame the thing or person who came against you. We may not and will not like it most of the time but if we intend to be anything as a witness for Christ then we must go through. We have to face it. We have to come to the realization that ONLY Christ will be able to help you get through what you are going through.

"Genesis 50:20
But as for you, ye thought evil against me; but God meant it unto good, to bring to pass, AS IT IS THIS DAY, to save much people alive.."


I can truly say that today (Sunday 21, 2007) God has delivered me from 7+ years of bondage and has set me up to prosper even as my soul prospers. My faith has really been put to the test.

I have had to learn all over again that your witness is more important than anything that you may be facing, even if it's life threatening (both spiritual and natural). If you don't understand this 'right now', no biggie, if you have any intentions to get closer to God you will understand soon enough. Don't try to rush it.

The greatest threat to any Christian (believer) is to not care, give up, loose the faith, dwindle and become weak, what ever you want to call it, in the midst of a raging storm. But it is even worse when you allow someone else; who portrays the same lifestyle you live, to dictate or mold you into an image that God DID NOT design for you.

Let me repeat myself:

"It is even worse when you allow someone else to dictate or mold you into an image that God did not design for you." The mold that God has made concerning your life is the only one that fits for you. KNOWONE ELSE, NOT EVEN YOURSELF CAN MAKE OR COME CLOSE TO MAKING ANOTHER!!!

However, my greatest regret over these past few months is loosing focus (not completely but nevertheless loosing focus) and allowing my witness to weaken. The awesome thing is God stepped in just in time before I completely gave up.

I received my deliverance TODAY and it's all b/c of the grace of Christ!