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From: MomOf4  in response to Message 1Sent: 10/13/2008 12:29 AM
Today I don't dwell as often on the day that I found my Bobby lying there lifeless.....and then suddenly something happens to trigger that awful memory.   For me it is seeing, and hearing the awful wail of an ambulance siren.  Now, I know, in my heart,  that the peramedics and ambulance save a lot of lives, however, in my mind, when I hear that sound, I go back to remembering that awful day they could not save my son, and the tears start to fill my eyes.   On that day, when that ambulance left the driveway,  I left right behind it, and kept up with it all the way to the ER.  I ran every red light and stop sign, right along with them.  I knew in my heart that my Bobby was already gone.
A few months later, on my way to work, an ambulance passed with it's siren blaring.  The tears started to flow.  I got to work all teary eyed....
 
 
There are some memories that we would love to forget, but, that are burned into our minds. 
 
Love and big hugs...Rean
 
 
 
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     re: A Trigger in My Grief   MSN Nicknamesidekick_43  10/14/2008 3:44 AM