Today I don't dwell as often on the day that I found my Bobby lying there lifeless.....and then suddenly something happens to trigger that awful memory. For me it is seeing, and hearing the awful wail of an ambulance siren. Now, I know, in my heart, that the peramedics and ambulance save a lot of lives, however, in my mind, when I hear that sound, I go back to remembering that awful day they could not save my son, and the tears start to fill my eyes. On that day, when that ambulance left the driveway, I left right behind it, and kept up with it all the way to the ER. I ran every red light and stop sign, right along with them. I knew in my heart that my Bobby was already gone. A few months later, on my way to work, an ambulance passed with it's siren blaring. The tears started to flow. I got to work all teary eyed.... There are some memories that we would love to forget, but, that are burned into our minds. Love and big hugs...Rean | | | | http://groups.msn.com/SerenityBkgd | | |