That is heartbreaking.  It is unbelievable that he could do something like that to an innocent baby.  She has such a bright beautiful smile.  She was certainly meant to be with you.  They were meant to be with us if even for a short while.  We have to cherish the precious moments we had with our angels.  Because honestly if I went back and was told I would lose my angel so early I would still choose to have him for that short while.  I couldn't imagine never having had him.  My heart goes out to you.  We all have that feeling of guilt cause we are mothers and the protectors of our children.  We can't protect them from everything.  We do our best.  Your angel knows you love her dearly and she loves you so much also.  And I would make bets those dreams you had of her afterwards were visits from her letting you know how happy she is and that she is ok where she is. 

 

Hugs,

Susan