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| | From:  ranonamanno (Original Message) | Sent: 12/25/2005 6:47 PM |
| hi everybody, how are youuuuuuu? well... i don't know if any of u still remembers me. anyway, i know some of u will try to help if possible.. oh ya..(IF) possible!! lol... i'm tired, so confused, worried, afraid and pessimistic! aouch...i guess it's useless to stick to a certain regime for health or even to take my daily shots. ya, as long as i think, get nervous or any any thing that daily happens, everything is destroyed! my sugar turns HIGHHHH, and actually i myself ...well don't hope to hit me like mom! i myself eat things that can NEVER be allowed for no reason but due to my bad pyscho status. well, when will it destroy meeee?mmmmm. i'm sorry for u all. i'm just talking coz i can't do anything else. if u don't like to reply i'll understand that. thanks for bearing my silly words. ranona | | | |
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Hi Ranona,I think from what I'm reading you are not taking care of yourself and your worried of when it will be that your body gives up. No can can say for sure when the effects of the damage you are doing to your body will happen but they will and THAT we know for sure.You will eaither loose your eye sight ( go blind) or a sore will pop up get infected ..woun't heal and the Dr will have to take off a leg, foot or hand. Or your kidneys will stop function. You will swell up become violently ill and die.Ranona we don't want this to happen to you or us eaither. You have to start taken care of yourself.Do the best you can. Don't eat that peice of candy or drink that coke. When you have that urge, throw it in the trash can..start drinking water..go for a walk anything to get your mind of that item you should not eat. To me Ranona , you sound very depressed. Have you talked to your Dr about that ? there is medicines that can help with that.I take Paxil which is for despression and I would be lost with out that medicine.Ranona I hope you get to feel better hon. MaryB |
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Hey Buddy, DON'T GIVE UP!!!! I've been doing it for FORTY YEARS and I know, I know what you're going through. Do you have an Endocrinologist? A Diabetic Educator? They're great people who can help you deal with all this heavy stuff. It's a battle, babby, I know, but you can do it! AND, We're here to listen, help and yell at, so don't sweat it. |
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Hi Ranona Of course we remember you! And try not to be pessimistic! Diabetes IS a daily battle, but it is one that can be fought successfully. You can see plenty of examples on this board. And you can see examples of those of us who are struggling day by day. In the end, it is always up to you. I'm always saying, you can handle things well, or you can complain and be miserable. But you just put one foot in front of the other, and keep going. What other choice is there? So when the times get tough, just come here and "whine" if you must...we all do it! Just keep trying! If you are having a true depression, get help. There is no shame in that. One day at a time...we all do it! You can too! sheryl |
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Hi Ranona I hope your feelings have changed for the better.I know I go through long periods of this sort of thinking as well.One thing that helps me is to know that there are people out there that do care about you.Most important you are there for you.You are the most cricitcal(sp) and most supportive person for yourself,learn to listen to the supportive side a little more often.The daily routine is not so bad and if you find the foods in your place too tempting get other foods the next time you buy things,something more "healthy".You need to teach yourself you are worth everything there is to offer.Words or cries for help are never silly,they are starting points and boy do I have alot of those.May I ask you to do one thing?Do not feel sorry for me, for what is happening to me was done by me.When things get really bad remember there is always someone else worse off than you. |
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Oh Hon, I hear you loud and clear! It is one of those been there done that sort of thing. I hate the being "different" the "oh you can't eat that cause I put sugar in it". I was ashamed of my illness for a very long time. I could no longer go day by day. I had to go hour by hour. Every hour that went by that I didn't eat the wrong thing brought me closer to a lower blood sugar. You are the most important person in your life. without you, you'd have no life. voni |
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Hi Ranona, I just wanted to say that by you posting what you think is a silly problem, actually helps others too. Some of us may be going through somthing similar, but just don't have the time or desire to post it. But by reading the replys from everyone else, it helps us too. So thank you for posting, and thank you everyone else for your encouragement. |
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Hi Ranona, I am a newly diabetic, and I understand how you feel, But there is so much more out there in life, and your job is not over yet, Hang in there we will be here to help you out when you need it, Also If you want to vinge or yell or even just whine, we will be here. Times will get better if you let it, There is sugar free candy, and sugar free pop put there to help as well, that is what I get, My 10 year old son got me a lot for christmas, what a sweetheart, I'm here for you as well. Loves, and Hugs, Bluejay |
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| | | From: aylisha | Sent: 1/5/2006 7:42 PM |
HI ----- Original Message -----
Sent: Sunday, December 25, 2005 11:47
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hi
everybody,
how are youuuuuuu?
well... i don't know if any of u still remembers me.
anyway, i know some of u will try to help if possible.. oh
ya..(IF) possible!! lol... i'm tired, so confused,
worried, afraid and pessimistic! aouch...i guess it's
useless to stick to a certain regime for health or even to
take my daily shots. ya, as long as i think, get nervous
or any any thing that daily happens, everything is
destroyed! my sugar turns HIGHHHH, and actually i myself
...well don't hope to hit me like mom! i myself eat things
that can NEVER be allowed for no reason but due to my bad
pyscho status. well, when will it destroy meeee?mmmmm. i'm
sorry for u all. i'm just talking coz i can't do anything
else. if u don't like to reply i'll understand that.
thanks for bearing my silly words.
ranona |
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hi my name is joann and iam type1.......sounds like you are depressed and i have been there......but you have to get up shake yourself off and start living..... the damages from diabetes is awful.....i just lost my second brother to the illness .....first brother died at 49 massive heart attack....... 2nd brother that just died was 48.....both legs amputated...blind...dyliasis.....unable to eat.....i went through major depression over it...but i realized that i had a family and had to get over it......the fear diabetes doing that to me was so scarry ...but neither brother looked after themselves...both loved to have a drink...both smoked...i gave up both years ago...it isnt worth the risk........iam diabetic 26 years and dont have any problems yet.....and iam going to keep it that way......dont destroy yourself by not looking after yourself because there are people that see what you are doing and there is nothing they can do but be there for you.......diabetes is a full time job.........look after yourself like you were getting paid 40 dollars a hour ...gl and may god bless  |
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