i can't keep this inside anymore.

my brother in law is coming to live with me and my boyfriend.i don't want him to live with us.i don't trust him and the more i see him the more i hate him(i mean really hate him).he just got out of a drug rehab clinic and he needs a place to stay until they find him a supervised appartment(that could take up to a year).how am i gonna stand a year with him.i have trouble standing him one day.i don't believe that he has changed.he looks like a fake to me.he's been doing the same things since he was 17.he's 30 now.last time he broke the window to his mother's house and took her tv,microwave and camera.i don't want that to happen here.plus i have my dogs.i get so nervous when he takes them out.i even get migraines.i can't say anything to my boyfriend because he gets so defensive when it comes to his brother and we end up fighting.he wants us to bond.i don't want to bond with him.i don't even want to talk to him.i truly feel unconfortable with him around.i don't like that he has the keys to the house and i don't like it when he's alone in the house.i have a bad feeling about this.i truly believe that he is a fake.he gets on my nerves.

the worse is when he watches tv.i can't watch it with him.he talks at the same time.it's annoying.everytime he sees something we have to look at or else he's gonna bug us to look at it.he's always saying he's sorry for everything.that's annoying.the other day i told him that he had a call and he said sorry.sorry for what.

i hope they find him an appartment soon(before the year ends)because i won't be able to stay here with him here.

i asked him a question yesterday morning and he gave me a stupid answer and i said what and he said never mind in rude way and left the room.my boyfriend says that he does not like when we ask question.well,what about when he wants me to look at something i'm not interested in.i'm not rude to him and i look at it.

what am i going to do.

when he's in the house and i'm alone with him,i find the day so long.he goes on the balcony in the front,than gets inside and then goes on the balcony in the back.then when he's tired of going on the balcony he goes outside.he does that the whole day.the dogs gets excited and pees on the floor.i hope he finds a job.he has  a job but he hardly goes since he's been.he sleeps late(he works for his father).

everything he comes here the first thing he does is clean(does he find us gross or something)i hate that.i feel unconfortable and i get tense.

what am i going to do.

plus he leave the doors open so bugs comes in.that i can't stand