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Poetic Freedom : For all us women out there who know...
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From: shdblegl  (Original Message)Sent: 9/9/2003 8:28 PM
                                A Woman's Request
 
 
The look on your face betrays your bravado
           A vacant look stuck in fear.
"Let me get this over with," you mumble as you reach for the phone
    mind somwhere else, reality knowing what is near.
All of it surfaces, the pain, the shame, the guilt, the terror.
"Hi honey, I'll be home a few hours later."
      The voice it quivers, the hands they shake.
Twisting the chord over and over again
  until your fingers are red from the blood
       caught at the tip of your fingertips.
A furrowed brow, a lowered voice.
We really knew there would be no choice.
Some quiet pleading, abruptly shut up.
         A womans request to hold up,
             for just one night, for just one night.
         Tedious and ugly,  the requisite fight.
No more eye contact and I know what it is,
as all of your black eyes and bruises I too had lived.
In silence and sadness we say our goodbye,
 deep down wishing oh how hard you could try.
                 But who am I to say go play with your life?
              For I'm just your friend and you are his wife.
        
 
BREAK THE CYCLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF HE IS HITTING YOU GET OUT! YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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From: MSN NicknameFordslittlelady1Sent: 10/4/2003 3:46 AM
Dear Shdblegl,
                   Just going over the poetry situation here. I found for all us women out there who know. Are you a survivor of abuse? Is your poem a reflection of your feelings or the reason you got high I am interested. I was an abused women for 15 years. I too turned to many ways to MAKE IT GO AWAY. All I accomplished was I let ME go away. If someone loves you there is no reason they should hurt you emotionally or physically. But physical abuse , NOPE no EXCUSE is good enough. That person needs help worse than we do. Get out, Get help, move on and try to get back to yourself. Its been 30 years since I got married and I still carry around the wounds of the past. For all you young girls or older women for that matter who think for one second it will change, I can change him. NOOO !!!!!!!!!!!YOU CAN'T I know. Once an abuser always. Sure it will always be different. It will just get worse. I know I tried many years. We only allow people to abuse us. We teach people how they are allowed to treat us. NO WAY, NO EXCUSE, Colleen aka fordslittlelady6 aka [email protected] if you ever wanna talk.