Hi Soul Singer,
Im really sorry to hear that you have gone back to Heroin from the Subutex.
Not that Im judging you, it just seems like you were happy and stable on the Subutex, why did you go off of it??
To please this new women in your life????
If she is meant to be in your life then she is going to have to educate herself on this life saving medication.
You shouldnt have to feel like your not clean from drugs because you stay stable on Subutex.
No one in the world should make that judgement.
My Son had the same attitude as you and his girlfriend completely shot down all my advice I gave him about going on methadone.
SHe had heard alot of bullshit about methadone that wasnt true and convinced My Son that he would be trading one drug for another.
So when he felt strong and was able to stay clean all was well but when the cravings hit him he was off and running again.
The last time he wasnt so lucky and was found overdosed in a hotel all alone.
Try to talk to this girl, tell her the sucess rate for recovery without medication, its about 2 percent.
I wish you all the luck in the world, glad you found a medicine that works for you.
Love Karen 
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