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From: MSN NicknameRain7s1  (Original Message)Sent: 9/24/2005 11:41 PM
sometimes i feel your presence
sometimes when i am scared
you have to know i really loved you
and how much i really cared
we had our times filled with dissention
when we went down our separate roads
but it was never my intention
to make you carry a heavier load
maybe we fought for the same affection
that seemed to elude us both somehow
then he left us both too soon, too quickly
and we both missed him then, as i do now
now it's just me and my old memories
of our life and how it used to be
do i want things to have been different?
that's up to me and only me
                             


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From: MSN NicknameHappyKjk2Sent: 9/25/2005 1:13 AM
Dear Rain,
    Your Poetry is warmly touching to the bone.  Thanks for sharing this. I hope to read more of your work.  I just saw my Mother ( mommy), and I enjoyed our visit so much.  I've had childhood memories bouncing around in my head for the past 2 days, and I finally told myself, Enough ! Live in today, that was all in the past, I thank God for the relationship we have today.  I have made my amends to my Mother, years ago, for the naughty things I used to do.  I need to let go of it and top this feeling of shame.  It just come in sometimes, like " trigger" , and I deal with it. Your Poem warmed my heart, and my mind settled. I understand now what I have been going through '  triggers" .  I am okay now.  God works in mysterius ways. Halelluya !   Love & hugs  : )    Happy

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From: Rain7s1

sometimes i feel your presence
sometimes when i am scared
you have to know i really loved you
and how much i really cared
we had our times filled with dissention
when we went down our separate roads
but it was never my intention
to make you carry a heavier load
maybe we fought for the same affection
that seemed to elude us both somehow
then he left us both too soon, too quickly
and we both missed him then, as i do now
now it's just me and my old memories
of our life and how it used to be
do i want things to have been different?
that's up to me and only me
                             

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From: MSN NicknamegelabriarSent: 9/27/2005 2:45 PM
((( rain )))
this poem is so very true in my case
the only difference is that i got a chance to make amends
with my mother as i was with her 24/7 for 6 months before
she died of pancreatic cancer
we actually bonded for the first time
she was the first one to suggest that i had something going
on with my mood swings
so after her death i began to figure things out and knew i had something more than depression
now i have a name for it BIPOLAR and thru treatment have began to have a wonderful new life
she lost hers but i found mine
thank you jane for a poem that has really touched me
gelabriar

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From: MSN NicknameTheButterflyJaniceSent: 11/12/2005 6:32 PM
My Dearest Rain I aslo agree, I had made amonds with my mother or should I say started then my mother died 1 month later, so I didn't get to finish what I had started. She was in ICU for awhile and then put her in a room on her own as they could not  do anything else for her. I had to go back and forthe from Ind. to detroit as my son (5 months old) had a alot of healf probleams also I felt as if I was torn I want to be with both of them. I used to which she was here as we could be together  more. Thanks for sharing this poem with us hun.
Love Ya!
Butterfly~Janice

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