total, loud, euphoric chaos
my mind is at a total loss
for those who have not known
what it is to be happy on loan
to scream and cry and laugh and chatter
about things that just don't really matter
and feelings kept down deep inside
of things we've always tried to hide
i hear the music soft and sad
while thinking memories good and bad
and sit and wonder why by and by
that in the end i always want to cry
is there no happy end
to the love i try and send?