Questions Of Why
 
With every tear that falls She wonder why
Why she hurts and why she cries
She  wonders why they didn’t listen
When she was just a little girl
That some things wrong inside her body
And give some tests a whirl
They knew each month
For just one week
She  felt so much pain
Her body would face defeat
She would get so dizzy
And pass out
But no one dare to try
To find the pain that
makes her cry
The days the weeks the years go by
A teen formed from that little girl
Who now had pain so bad
That she falls all over
Hits the wall
She doesn’t know her own head
She  spends that week curled up so tight
Laying in her bed
They refuse to search
They refuse to look
Hut each doctor asks
What kind of pills she took
They are hoping to find a drug to mask
Her pain to stop her from having her tears
Fall like rain
Now she’s 22 and the pain is so bad
She bleeds like she has just been stabbed
She pukes, she passes out
Some things not normal there is finally no doubt
But now she waits for news that
Could turn her world upside down
And if it goes bad
In her tears she may drown
Because they didn’t do a test
When she was that girl
Her life could be dark
Her body be frail
And she could face a cold world
Once again as unfair
As when she was robbed of use of her legs
But given her beautiful red hair
So god tell her why
She sits with these worries in her head
Hoping and praying it is your will
To make her stronger instead
Of filling her with anger
Inside her head
To add to the list
Yet just one more loss
And one more reminder
That all her joy has a cost
And here she sits angry and torn
Facing yet one more personal storm
She sits and she sees inside her
A sad woman
Who lost yet one more thing
To make her life a struggle
A dark desperate fight
To grasp on to hope
To grasp on to light
Yes here she sits
 And tears burn her eyes
Head filled with worry
and questions of why ?