Well here is some of my story. I am one of three kids but my parents brought up other peopls kids and brought tem in to our home to look after them. in total there was 13 of us. It was really tough, as I was one of the youngest with just one younger than me. I have noticed that I have always been different from everybody else in our family. I always had mood swings, I would withdraw from everyone and just keep to myself, i would cry at the drop of a hat. I always struggled at school and was alway bullied, I could never escape the tourment of the older kids whether I be at school or home.

I was never allowed to do anything out side of school like go to friends places, or do sports or anything, so i was pretty iscolated.

It wasnt until I was in 8th grade that some of the teachers noticed, the problems i was having, as i started acting out, and i was drinking and smoking on school grounds, so i was then referred to counselling.

I was diagnosed in 2002 with major depression, anxiety disorder and borderline personality disorder. I am now currently waiting for diagnosis and assessments for Dissociative Identitiy Disorder and Bipolar.  It has taken a while.

I am currently not on any meds as i was taken off them when they found out i was pregnant and they are trying to get me re-assessed so i can go back on them soon.

well anyways thats it from me for now