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From: MSN Nicknamefiveboots1  (Original Message)Sent: 10/30/2003 1:31 AM
I MUST be going CRAZY....Like the old saying goes...SEX, DRUGS AND ROCK AND ROLL...that's me!!!!  I"M GOING @&%$*%# NUTS!!!!! My gut is just twisted in a knot.  I am NOT me!  Then WHO am I?!  I am trying like #*!! NOT to give into the temptations...which I am doing a good job.  It is so HARD!!!!!!  I WANT!  I WANT!  I WANT!  I can't have.... GRRRRRRRR.  I am wrestling with good and evil in a sense!  I HATE this!!!!  I feel so weak.  I CAN'T give in to ANY of the temptations....ALL of them WILL hurt me.  but I WANT to SOOOOOO  bad!!!  If it was just ONE temptation...it wouldn't be as bad, but i am being hit with several....and HARD...VERY HARD!!
 
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From: MSN NicknameTheButterflyJaniceSent: 10/30/2003 2:14 AM
((((Boots)))) this is not ya we know, it's the demon of the bipolar and we must fight it, which I know ya will. We are stronger than we give our self credit for, or think we are. Ya are not nuts, many of us have gone through simular things. We have to keep our faith that God will help us and potect us and guild us through this. I know I myself have put myself in some dangerous pisitons before and thank God he was waching over me and nothing happened. I can't seem to get the words out that I want and need to say and I'm sorry for that hon, I want to be there for ya, ya know how to get aholdof me, and please do if ya need me sweety. I care very much for ya. I'm praying for ya!
Love Ya!
The Butterfly~Janice

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From: MSN NicknameFrog764Sent: 10/30/2003 2:17 AM
((((((((Boots ))))))))))))   hang in there beleave me i know what you are going through, just try and take one day at a time. if you ever need to chat please let me know, ok i am here for you. please take care ok
 
                                                                       Huggs
                                                                           froggy 

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From: MSN NicknameRain7s1Sent: 10/30/2003 2:45 AM

Boots, Jan and Froggy are right. And I have been right where you are too. I promise you I have. It is the demon, the demon. Not you. Not Boots. Fight. Look it in the eye and fight it. And I know you have faith. God is with you and all your guardian angels are too. God knows the real you. And he will not desert you. Not ever. I can't seem to find the words either. I want to help you so bad. Please if you need me; I will do anything to help you. Jan and Mary can reach me at any hour of the day. I love you. lovehugs, Rain.


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From: MSN Nicknamemrsgkr_IIISent: 10/30/2003 2:59 AM
(((((Boots)))))
Hang in there sweetie.
You are in my thoughts and
close to my heart!!

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From: MSN Nickname-Mary-10Sent: 10/30/2003 5:20 AM
(((Sissy)))) I know when we're going through things like this, we think at the time we are the only one this has happened to. But, like I told ya I have had similar things happen to me when my meds needed adjusting. Please make sure you contac he p-doc and tell them what is going on. You have nothing to be ashamed of!!! Your a good person and as Rain said it is the Bipolar that is doing this to you.
I will be in touch with you tomorrow. You'll be in my prayers
Love you ~ Sis
          

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From: MSN Nicknamefiveboots1Sent: 10/30/2003 11:52 AM
Thank you everyone for your posts.  It means alot to me that you are there for me to help me fight this off!!  Last night was horrible.  A few hours after I posted that, I crashed and was teribly depressed.  The cravings were still there but under control.  I plan to call my therapist today (i have to talk to her to talk to my pdoc) and see about a med adjustment.  I don't want to end up a statistic.
 
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From: MSN NicknameRain7s1Sent: 10/30/2003 1:35 PM

 {{{{{{{Boots}}}}}}} I know crashing and the depression is awful; but you seem to be more in control. Please do make that call and be sure they understand how bad you felt. And don't you even think about being a statistic. Nana Rain will have to make you sit in the corner! lol  Be sure to let us know what the pdoc says, sweetie. Love you. lovehugs,

Rain.


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From: MSN NicknameNCal_ValSent: 10/30/2003 5:55 PM
((((((((((BOOTS)))))))))) I really feel for ya hon, I drove us into a lot of debt many years ago and I know how hard the impulses are to control. I cut up the credit cards and I don't have them anymore. They caused me more grief than they were ever, ever worth. I am glad to see you are being so very strong, we all know how hard it is. You are not nuts, you are not crazy, you are bipolar and it is an evil demon that we must live with the very best we can. You have to go down to living one moment at a time if you need to and take your own advice to others. God loves you as all of Butterfly loves you and we will be here to love and support you in everything. Please keep talking to us. It really does do a world of good to put it out to others. All of my Butterfly Love and Huggs to you hon, I love you, NCalVal

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