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still struggling with this bp thing..... i check in daily and say to myself" my situation is so different. i sleep reg. hrs and feel stronger than i have in a long time. i did go back on my meds(last month)for the fear of slipping back into the darkness i've felt so many times before. janice named this group perfectly i get it!!! social butterfly and the demon. but, for so long no meds and i was ok...i guess? a little moody at times, anti -social yes, i had my days .but , raising three kids w/ special needs was always the reasoning for so many years. bp(1) would explain a lot of my past behavior. but, i don't believe in making excuses for bad judgment's, i screwed up many time's and admit it. we all make mistake thats how we learn i told myself. yet, in my heart i know i'm lucky to be alive...to many risks taken. I've been soooo blessed by having a husband stay by my side for almost 15yrs now, I put him thru hell and he still love me? i can't let him down or the kids. i don't mean to offend anyone i know there's a lot of caring people here. i just wonder if i'm alone in the struggle of staying...............nina |
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((((Nina)))) My hart poors out to ya hon. I know all so well what ya are going through. I was married with 3 childen. The marrage ended and I was alone to deal and raise these three children with BP 1. It's ver ard live to live I'm so glad ya ae back on ya meds. I know if t wasn't for meds with me, I would not be alive today. So no ya not alone in the struggle at all. I'm glad ya have a supportive husband, I hope he has learned along with ya about bipolar, this is very helpful for the both of ya. Learn all ya can by reading and support groups if ya have them in ya town. If not read up on as much as ya can and remember we are always here for ya hon. As ya have already said to others, but it's the truth and is helful, take it one day, one hur, one minute, or one second at a time what ever way we have to make it through the day. Don't beat ya slef into the ground about making bad judgements, we all do that also. I will keep ya in my heart thoughts and prayers sweety. Love Ya! The Butterfly~Janice |
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| | From:  Rain7s1 | Sent: 2/25/2004 10:44 AM |
(((((Nina))))) I agree with Jan. Best to take it one day/minute/ second at a time. You will be in my prayers. Hugs, Rain. |
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 thanx's girls. time to my pdoc, i probally will be told to up meds yay!!! more pills.....lol  the mood came and left like a switch of a light this time? today's much better!!!!!! hugs, nina have a great day everone......... |
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