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Suicide : feeling worthless
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From: MSN NicknameTheButterflyJanice  (Original Message)Sent: 4/15/2004 2:03 AM
I feel so worthless and hopeless.  I am sinking into depression more and more. I have had some stupid thoughts going through my head but don't worry didn't act on them.  I know this will pass, just hope it passes soon! I was to go and get a blood count today got to town and forgot what I went to town for, so will have to go back tomorrow and get it done. I just feel so helpless right now. I spent most of the day sleeping so all the awfull thoughts would leave my head, and guess what I dreamt about it. It would of been so easy for me, I spent until 8:00 PM all alone by myself. I did have a friend call but I couldn't tak and for that I fell bad, cause I should of talked and maybe I wouldn't of had the stupid thoughts go through my head. This came on so fast on me I don't know what caused it or what to think of it. If ya pray jsut pray for me if ya would please!


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From: MSN NicknameNagash101Sent: 4/15/2004 8:50 AM
*hugs* In time this will pass you'll feel bright as rain.
Luv
Kev

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From: MSN NicknameBaby_Girl-19821Sent: 4/15/2004 8:27 PM
((((((((((mom)))))))))) I hope this passes for you quickly. I don't like it when you are like this. Please call me when you get like this, that way I know you will be ok. I love you.
 
Love and hugs,
Baby_Girl
Your loving daughter

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From: MSN NicknameDiscochic78Sent: 4/16/2004 2:29 AM
((((((((((Jan)))))))))
Wanted to let you know i'm thinking of you. Please know things will get better.
We Love you very much!!
Love,
Disco
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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From: MSN NicknameFREE_TO_BE_ME_FOREVERSent: 4/16/2004 5:06 AM
 Love ya Jan. I hope ya feel better real soon. Ya mean a lot to us. If ya feel to bad, don't hesitate going into the hospital. Ya mean the world to us. we don't want ta loose ya. Hange in there. If ya need to talk [email protected] Your in my prayers.

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From: MSN Nicknamefiveboots1Sent: 4/16/2004 10:44 AM
(((((Janice))))
 
I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.  I hope this passes for you soon.  Please get ahold of me, I am here for you, just like you have been there for me.  Please don't try to go it alone.  Call your pdoc or talk to your therapist and nip this in the bud before it gets bad.
 
Love you Janice!
 
Fiveboots1

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From: MSN Nicknamegrnidgrl277Sent: 4/16/2004 10:55 PM
fight it with everything you have got janice. read all of jimjims positive messages, take comfort that most if not all of us know what you are going through and are here for you, you are loved and you will make it through. the dark doesnt last forever

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From: MSN NicknameRinglady4Sent: 4/16/2004 11:16 PM
my sweet Jan
We all get the way you are feeling right now sweetie
but you know that your not worthless and you know how important you are to each and every one of us...
its the BP making u feel this as you know..
honey you have to fight this and if need be get back to the Dr before you do something, and you know what I am talking about tooo..
we've known each other to long for me not to know what is going on with you..
we all love you!!!!
you are so important to me and I hurt when you hurt because I can't do anything for your pain that your in...
I know we kid around alot about me going in front of the mirror and one of us going in front of a mirror but its because we know when we get to feeling like how you are feeling right now what can happen....
I love you Jan and would feel so lost if anything happen to you...
I even love that ole hound dog with the boots,
please Jan go to the dr before this gets any worse...
I am here for you sweetie any time you need me..
my love and prayers are with you always
love ya
ringlady
p.s. don't make me come over and put those boots of the ole hound dogs on an use them on you !!!!!
lol
love ya sweetie
 

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From: JimJimSent: 9/8/2004 9:24 AM
Share a smile with someone today...
Priorities...
A child, a friend, or someone in need

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From: MSN NicknameGooeycupcakeSent: 9/9/2004 12:50 AM
((((( Butterfly)))))
My God I am so sorry you are going through this..My heart really goes out to you really and truly..... I can relate.....I have plans too but I dont follow through only because of you and Butterfly Land.........I live in isolation and lonliness-like most of us do......Please as you say know that this will passs.  Hang on girl...We are praying for you and want you to stay on this side of Heaven...You cant go!!!!  I love you and what this place means to me.....You have touched so many lives...probably more than you will ever know....
 
 
Hugs,
 
Gooey

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