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Message 1 of 5 in Discussion

From:

Ringlady4 (Original Message)

Sent: 11/15/2004 1:44 PM

I just don 't want to be done here any more!!! been fighting it for along time now but I am to tried to keep fighting...

when I hear that someone I know has died I get so jealous because its not me going to the resting place.

I am so tried of the pain that I feel deep down inside,

I am struggling as it is and then people who I think care and love me treat me like I am a piece of nothing!!!

thats what hurts me the most is the way my family and friends that I have here where I live treat me!!!!!

I just don't want to be here any more!!!

I can't handle the pain that I am feeling any more !!!!

ringlady

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Message 2 of 5 in Discussion

From:

GracefulVeggieBagels

Sent: 11/15/2004 2:49 PM

Hello!

I don't often post, but I felt the urge to post with your message. It really got to me. I am a believer in prayer and will be praying for you all day.

though I am not aware of all the circumstances, we all have family problems. I have in-law problems. I had to learn I can not change them, I had to change the way I think about things. Family can be tricky, you love them, but there is the saying, you hurt the ones you love the most.

It is with prayer I sign this letter and I hope you will find some peace today while walking, or gardening or baking. (those are things I find peace)

remember you are not alone and I really hope you feel better

hugs

graceful

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From:

Java116

Sent: 11/15/2004 4:23 PM

Dear Ringlady,

I totally understand your pain, first of all. I realize how you are feeling. Don't give up. The pain will go away in time. It sounds like you really need to get to your doc. or the emergency room. I know with the pain, you do feel like dying, but also realize even though your family don't give you much support, they do care about you. With family, it's weird, one day you feel you can talk with a family member and the next day they don't seem to care. But deep down, look at yourself, try in a possitive manner. You need to live on this earth. God put you here for a reason. Please reply back, and let us know your o.k. Prayers to you, Java116

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Sent: 11/15/2004 7:51 PM

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Message 5 of 5 in Discussion

From:

Ringlady4

Sent: 11/15/2004 8:12 PM

thank you so much for you love and support and for caring about me.

I have prayed until I think God has a deaf ear now because I can't seem to stop talking to Him.

I had made a promise to my family and espeically my kids that I wouldn't do anything to myself but once in awhile I slip up and I want to end it all.

Today happen to be one of those days that I just want to end it all, I am doing a tiny bit better then I was when I posted this this morning, but I am still struggling.

I hardly ever let ppl know about how I am feeling because I don't want to burden them with my problems, but times like this I need to know that someone out there in this big world really did care wither I died or not,

Of course I know my kids love me and I love them more then life and thats why I am fighting so hard to pull myself out of this.

I am married but right now we are having some seirous problems and thats what has triggered me to the point that I am at, I always thought I was stronger then this but found out that i'm not.

again thank you for everything and thank you for the great support that you have given me !!!

I am sorry that you had to read something like this when I know that you have problems of your own,,

my love and heart goes out to each and everyone of you

(((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))

Love

ringlady

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