when your world starts crashing down.

working too much and never sleeping enough.

when dreams are nightmares. 

i went to the doctor he is conserned i am loseing too much weight.

i am waiting for blood work back.

my job is going good, but

that changes all of my plans, of moveing out,

my bf lost his job, and he has no where to go.

i am falling fast, i cant seem to stop crying.

i cant keep doing this.

my dad is feeling better so he is going back to work and

again i will be takeing care of the house.

i just cant anymore

i need to get away

i need it to all end

.....

i, i, i,..how selfish. stupid me

 

z