JaN, you could be right, I was exposed to an employee at work that was really sick and she should never have been at work as sick as she was since we are working with a 93 yr old Some people are so stupid She would put this woman's life at risk just so she would not risk missing some hours I have a really good immune system but she was really bad
That is all I can think it is other than it could be that after Christmas some of us are just prone to start feeling as to "Now What" So I know all the things it could be just am not sure what started it
U will be proud of me as I knew it was time to back off and I have I have been off since last Friday and you know I never miss work My brain just told me time to shut down I will go back tomorrow if I feel like it and if I don't , I won't That is why I think I am able to manage my bp because I know when it becomes serious And believe me it is serious
The company I work for has known from the get go that I have depression They have all the info that think they need to know I have worked for this company for five years even tho I have worked for other companies, I have never not worked for this company There is a person here that has worked longer than I have and she knows that I am bipolar
She became very frightened when her grandson was dz with bipolar at 10 yrs old and she knew nothing about it and I confided in her and she has never betrayed me and I have actually talked with her grandson and told him after I had gotten to know him on a social setting that I am bipolar and he thought I was sooooo normal LOL Once he saw me acting so normal he decided that he could control his symtoms he s doing good He has his up and downs but now he understands them better He was dz at 10 yrs old and he is now 12 Still has some rough times,. as do we all, but he is able to continue on
I just usually do not ever have to call out sick but my body and brain tells me when I need to do so
I am losing money but I would lose a lot more than money if did not really know when to stop and pay attention I know you worry about me working so much and I do stress myself out but when I know it is really time to back off, I will Thank you for caring go much for me I was told back in 2002 or 2003 by a PDoc that I should apply for disiabiity decided that I was not going to let this get me down, and I have never considered myself as a victim and did everything in my control to come to my own rescue I know I will have this the rest of my life but I do not let my Pdoc direct my life He is a clinical person don't know except what he has been taught and read in a book
I know me love ya Gigi
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