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| | From:  Frog764 (Original Message) | Sent: 3/19/2005 8:12 AM |
Hi this is a major trigger, so please be where, i just want to say i am sorry for letting anyone down in my life, nothing in my life has gone right and now i am done with life, i have beeen married 13 years and two kids 8 and 6 boy and girl and there not toing to well in schooll because the shrink there say alll thet do is worriy aobut me, i cant deal wi ht it anymore, my wife doesnt understand me she wont even talk to me with thinngs when i try we just gets mad and walk away noone cares, last night i tookk 16 anti van and i though that would be enough to do it but iw wasnt, i just slept all day, we tryed to but the house we are lving in and at the last minute it fell through i just want to give my family something nice, i cant give them anything, nothing work i wont see doctors anymore they dont help either does hospital i get out of of a hospt i just feel the same way a few days laters, so i just give up, i just wanted to tell everone in here that know me that i love you all and thank you for all you have done for me. i am tired of being poor, my ex hit with me child suporrt so goes most of of ssd money my wife onlt works 16 hours a week i cant profide for then any more i cant live like this any more, i am sorry for lettin you all down, please keep me in your prays and never foget the frog, well i am goin to go now this will b e the last time you will here from me, i just wanted my only family that i have i how i really felt inside, i do love you all and your were a reat family please take care of each other ok, i miss you where ever i wind up i love you all bye take care Bill Mckinney aka the frog . |
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((((Frog)))) I'm so sorry to hear ya are ging through the hard time that ya are going through right now. I know ya been haveing a hard time for some times now. I wish there was something I could do to take ya pain away. Why aren't ya seeing a T. or PD any more? We all seem to hit buttom hun, but we have to find streather somewhere inside of us to beat the demon. I have faith in ya. And remember two things 1) one day, one hr, one min, or one second at a time, what ever way we have to do it to make it through the day. 2) The serinity prayer. God grant me the serenity to except the thing I can not change, and the whisdom to know the differance. Having bipolar is hard on us, but also hard on the family, all concered need to understand and maybe go to T or Pdr with ya. Ya haven't let me down ya just feel like ya have let yaself down, and there for ya think ya let everyone down. I will be praying for ya hun. The kids are worried about ya now, what would it dso if ya did something and ya did it that one time. Please post and let us know how ya are doing!!!!!!!!!! I will be waiting to hear form ya Love Ya! Buttefly~Janice |
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my dear sweet friend froggy i have tears in my eyes as i read your post just imagine how many tears the little ones will have i know you can not see any relief from this right now but know that there just has to be another way please talk to someone and give the pdoc another chance or change pdocs and find someone who can help you i have come soooo close as you but somehow managed to hang on and finally found a combo of meds that did work and i have now been stable for quite awhile if you want to give your family something i am sure they would rather have you than anything else in this world please let us hear from you again i love you frog gelabriar  |
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Sorry the serenty pray goes like this: God grant me the Courage to change the things I can change, The Serenity to except the thing I can not change, The Wisdom to know the differance |
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