Being as sick as I have been latley I realise today that I am in real trouble mentally. I think it is everything. First the stress of the lung cancer scare. Now this gastric bypass surgery. It is long and drawn out and takes a lot of processes. And I have to be able to take this sleep afnea test. I have tried twice and couldnt sleep. Now I have to wait unil March to see this new doctor for that test. Then probably another month for the test and yet another month for the results. If I don't have that no surgery. The whole thing has put me in a state. If I cant hold it together no surgery. My friend killed herself last week. I find myself thinking I wish I could just do that and end all of this once and for all. I don't know what happenness is anymore if I ever knew at all. I am really trying to take one day at a time. But as we all know it isn't that simple.
((((Roses)))) Boy you sure have had a plate full hun. You are in my thoughs. I'm so sorry you have been through so much pain and stress. Please keep us posted. Love & Hugs
(((((Rose))))) I am so sorry you have been through so much. I can understand how all this can take it's toll on you. Please try and hand in there. I know it's hard facing all this at once. Like you said, one day at a time. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. Keep us posted. Love, Rain.
i AM GLAD YOU POPPED IN .sOMETIMES IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYTHING HITS AT ONCE BUT ALL YOU CAN DO FOR YOU IS TAKE IT ONE THING AT A TIME,STEP BACK AND TAKE A BREATH.I KNOW ITS HARD BUT,ITS THE ONLY WAY TO KEEP WHAT LIL BIT OF CALMNESS WE MAY HAVE.HANG IN THERE.IM HERE IF YA NEED SOMETHING.
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The world may give you hundreds of reasons tp cry but you have to show the world you have thousand reason to smile
My heart goes out to you Rose. You should be so proud of yourself that you are self aware enough to see this affecting your mental state. You are a testament to everyone that this disorder can be battled because you are here talking to us and fighting instead of giving up like so many have. While I too know it is never simple taking one day at a time. Please take heart that I am praying for you, and you will be in my thoughts.
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