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I just can't take anything anymore. I don't want to deal with anyone, I don't want to see anyone. I just want to sleep and never wake up. Once again the thoughts of harming myself are forever present in my head. And frankly my boyfriend is not helping. He is always on me about everything, and I just can't deal with it. There is just so much in my life I want, that I am being refused and it doesn't feel worth it to me. It doesn't feel worth it to try and fake a smile it doesn't feel worth it when there is nothing there for me. I'm not even sure I'm happy with him anymore, which scares me. I just want to crawl into a hole and never come out. |
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| | From:  Kasa721 | Sent: 11/26/2007 1:57 AM |
I don't know what to tell you. I have been there, and know how horrible it can feel. You yourself know how it all can look very different in 24 or 48 hours. Is it ok to chuck it all today when you feel so bad? Especially if you know you may feel so different in a day or two? You owe it to you to wait a day or two to try to see a change in how you feel, to give it a chance. I know you want it now, and not to have to wait. So do I a lot of times, but I know, like you, that sometimes we have to wait. I have no patience sometimes. But I have to, you know? Hold on to something, anything, just to give yourself that chance of change. Kasa |
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((((merkelsgirl)))) What Kasa said is very good sound advise. You need to try it hun. It's a lot easier to just give up but things do look better in a few days, maybe not the same as being bright and sunny, but better then wanting to just give up on life it's self. Maybe you need to see your p dr and see about a meds adjustment, or give you something to help relaxe you. And if things are that bad with b/f maybe you need a break for a little while until you can find out what you want, and can get yourself back together again. You are number one hun. Don't allow anyone to knock you down. We are own worse enamy, we dont' need the help of others. I wish you the best hun, and wil be thinking of you. Keep us posted please as to how you are doing, and stay safe. We are here for you. Post as much as you want. Vent here you are safe here. Love & hugs! Butterfly~Janice |
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In in Illinois... And thank you very much!
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Date: Mon, 26 Nov 2007 04:17:17 -0800
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Oh hunny I am sending u lots of love & hugs ur way.....I know ur finding life hard right now.....If u want u can MSN me.....
U can fight these feelings I know its hard but I have not selfharmed for the past 3 weeks so we can fight the feelings 2gether if u wish...I am always here for u....hugs once again.....
Where do u live?
Im from England....
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((((merkelsgirl)))) how are you feeling today hun? Hope things are looking some better. Please keep us posted. Rememebr we are here for you sweetie. Ifyou don't feel as if thigns are good with your b/f maybe you need to take a break form wach other for a short tiem to give yourself some tiem to see how it goes and what you want, and where it will lead to. Feel free to IM me if you need to talk. Love & hugs! Butterfly~Janice |
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